I pump exclusively these days, after struggling with breastfeeding. It just wasn't working out for various reasons, and I think it's important to share that sometimes, despite our best efforts, some of us have to take a different path. It can be challenging, especially when you're tied to a pump rather than your baby, but it's also liberating in many ways - my partner can feed our daughter too, which he loves, and the flexibility is handy for getting some extra sleep! I still remember the challenges of those early weeks though; figuring out latching was such a struggle, and then dealing with mastitis when it all became too much. It's a relief to find something that works for you in the end - whatever method you choose or end up having to go with.
It's great to have this space to share our stories and offer some support; feeding is such a huge part of the early days!